Obligatory "how's my driving" post. Let me know how I'm playing Bella. Am I doing it right? Am I horribly off-base? Good criticism is what I need~



Also, I know this is late to be adding to my journal, but its here now and always available.

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Logs are newest to oldest in display.

All logs will be numbered with a roman numeral (ie. I, II, III, IV, V)

One thing amazing about waking up when married was never waking up alone. Never feeling like you were wanting for anything. Always knowing that the one you could trust most, the one you cared for most was always by your side when you started your day. Tended to make things all the better and set the whole mood for the day.

Lazily, Bella rolled over, looking away from the bleak weather of Forks for a moment. It was better to start the day looking at something she liked than looking at something she hated.


"Morning, love," She mumbled softly

I give up being normal.

Everything from before this post is to be ignored and is from old canon at DDD. Everything past this post is new canon at DDD.

Before = Bella through Breaking Dawn

After = Bella in New Moon.


Note it. Don't forget it.

You ever have one of those days where it all sort of hits you...

... I miss him a lot. Even if my memories of him are a little fuzzy.... I don't want to forget him.

NESSIE! HE CALLS MY DAUGHTER NESSIE!

Calm... control... relax... You're not going to kill him

The hunt went well and I am able to withstand such a close proximity with my daughter. Its strange, but I can resist human blood it seems. At least, in certain situations. There were humans when I was hunting and I left them alone. Everyone agrees that that's strange, but it made sense to me. What if I had known those humans?

Jacob.... the... dog is lucky to be alive. How dare he imprint on my baby! My new little girl, my precious daughter! I...

Breathe.

Edward and I have been given a cottage away from the house with a room for the baby as well. A place we can live as a family for a time. Its perfect.

the baby is getting stronger by the day... it took us awhile to find out what will sustain him but we finally got it.

heh... my first act as a vampire...

he's so strong already and he's always growing. he broke one of my ribs yesterday. poor child, he's so cramped in there. carlisle doesn't expect my pregnancy to last much longer. just so long as the baby's safe i don't mind.

I've been feeling sort of sick lately.... Probably doesn't help that Edward drags me all over this island and I'm exhausted by the time we get back.

Not to mention my nightmares here... I think its the island, but they're so much more vivid. So bright and clear. Its so strange...

First.... weird virus.


Second...... I think I may be willing to stay human a little while longer...

Stealing from Cross now.

Ask me any question, anything at all(ask anonymously if you wish). And I will try my best to answer with honesty.

Four more days.....

... I really need to stop counting down for my health.

Edward. Come keep me company, please.

... A little more than a week...


...



Cross, Klaud... I should spend this time at home.

.... Wedding's soon....

Cross how long am I going to be here? And why?

You do know I have a wedding coming up soon.

Not to mention this is all getting a little too conflicting now.

Alice... I'll be back in a few days. Tell Edward I'm fine and let Charlie know everything's okay and all.

[Locked to Debitt]
Debitt. Can we talk?
[/Locked]

Bella's journal has been updated and refreshed. Her layout is new and her profile changed. Her RL's will go up in there as soon as I can make the time to organize them.


The other update is what I mentioned in my Jacky journal.

I added the three posts every journal of mine has; Set-up, Contact, and Concrit. So now there's a way to reach me if you really can't find me at all, but I'm everywhere really. Please let me know what you think if you're having problems with me or any of my muses guys.

Bella wasn't really sure what exactly Cross wanted from her. She had posted saying she was trying to get back home when he told her to come to the Dark Order Headquarters. It had taken her awhile, but she finally figured out how to get there. She had some time to spare anyways. Alice knew where she was so she didn't have to worry about getting home too quickly. Hopefully Alice was back to normal as well and could cover for her for a little longer with her dad. It was only Charlie Bella had to worry about.

Standing outside the huge Headquarters Bella wondered how the hell she was supposed to get in. Where was the door? She guessed Cross would show up any minute to deal with her, whatever it was he wanted. So instead, she settled for calling out to see if he, or anyone for that matter, was around.

"Hello?"

( ...... )


.....

That's not exactly how it happened...

But....

How did this get on here?